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� 2001-05-15 - 10:18 p.m. I don�t have time to waste by getting emotionally involved with what other people think about me. My days fly by fast enough as it is. I say this because a guy on my team freaked out at one of my co-workers a few weeks ago. He�s an older guy. He�s a good guy with a nice sense of humor that likes to kid around. He used to take breaks all the time and come to my desk and chat. This stopped abruptly and I never new why. I still don�t know why. But, the morning of the day it stopped he yelled at one of my teammates. He use profanities and was not very kind. When asked by my teammate why he was upset at him he said, �I�ve heard what you�ve said about me.� He has not said anything to me about it. And whenever I have talked with him he has remained kind. He doesn�t joke as much though. But he never stops by my desk anymore. I have seen this behavior often in people. They�ll be fine and then poof they perceive disrespect and a grudge is formed forever. It takes to much effort to get mad at people. It is not only a strain on themselves and the �disrespecting party� but everyone who has to communicate with them. It is so shitty having to be PC about the entire happening. I don�t believe any disrespect was implied in the offender�s actions. And if specifics were presented I am sure a proper explanation could have been provided. I waste too much of my time as it is. Pacing about my apartment like a large cat in a zoo. Procrastinating by not taking any recreation action. Today time was wasted napping, some days I just stare off of my balcony, other days I spend working late, or I have chores and errands to do. If work weren�t in the way I would write more everyday. I would exercise more. I would play more basketball. I would play more video games. I would have more orgasms. I would have better conversation and I would still get plenty of sleep. I wasted another day. Days are beginning to fly by. Work is bruising my soul. 1. Alarm, snooze, Alarm, Snooze, Alarm, Snooze. 2. I eat breakfast and flip through the channels on TV. a. I watch ESPN, Oxygen, Fox News, And other News the most 3. I masturbate then I brush my teeth. (No I can�t suck my own dick) (Highlight of my day) 4. I�ll pace around my apartment naked organizing my day in my head. 5. I weigh myself. 6. I lift my dumbbells (1 set) I usually do one set of sit-ups. 7. I hop in the shower. 8. I dress, make my lunch and drive to work. 9. 11:15 lets go to lunch. (Highlight of my workday) 10. In the afternoon it is usually slower. So I will listen to Radiohead as I program. 11. I come home from work and check my email. * 12. I�ll make some food and read some stuff. * 13. I�ll write in my journal * 14. I�ll chat 15. I�ll go to bed. 16. Alarm, snooze, Alarm, Snooze, Alarm, Snooze. (Highlight of Tomorrow) *****I have various workweek activities. One night is a basketball night. I usually work late one night. Some nights I�ll take a nap and get virtually nothing done (like tonight). Some nights are chore nights. I hate these nights. On these nights I do laundry, oil change, shopping, cleaning. Routines are for the birds. I need to get out of the 9 to 5 gig and be a rock star, or a porn star or as some people have said an author. Like this entry? Vote for me here!
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